These memories of toxic disturbance
Immeasurable morbidity I am forced to breathe
I go to speak and tell you all my sorrows
But such agony no longer bears a window of relief
No words to mutter such dimensions
The complex thoughts on which I have only to reflect upon
I want to be inside myself, breathless
By night I am gone and dying again by dawn
Every time your face mirrors the shadows
Of deep devouring overdue pain
Hope whispers it's last goodbye
Please
Just let me die
I only seek comfort in your judicious eyes
Ones I cannot gaze into
I no longer own those oracles of truth
Now bestowed upon another love
Who will never subscribe to such epitomizing adoration of you
