Best Of Me

I lay at night wishing that God will take my soul,
Cause this depression got the Best Of Me and I know I can never become whole.

Look into my eyes and you can see what I fear,
Which is me taking that extra step of not being here.

Eleven years of my life was flush down the drain,
This pain in me just drives me insane.

I pray at night and asking him why,
I begin to brake down cause I hear no reply.

Sometimes I wish my mom never had me from the start,
Cause this pain has taken me and tore me apart.

I feel so alone and don't know where to turn,
So I'll take Usher advice and just let it burn.

My life is full of darkness and there nothing I can see,
I just gave you a taste of my pain and how it got the "Best Of Me".

** I think this is one of the dumbest poems I every wrote and some of it don't make any sense cause I had alot of mix emotions. But I really appreciate if you leave your comments. **

Thank You and God Bless