My life of total unhappiness

I wrote this poem on my other account but i got kicked off it :(

I will try to be strong
cause it will be OK
the blade's not the answer
and that IS hard to say

i will be happy
I'll make a fresh start
I'll put on a smile
and not fall apart

i will go to school
and forget all the sorrow
I'll start off fresh
starting from tomorrow

but then when i got there
everything had changed
it was not what i wanted
or how i arranged

people just laughed
and then they asked why
they said i wouldn't change
and that i should just die

so there i go
they ruined my day
so before i go
i just want to say:

be careful what u wish for
coz it might just come true
it happened to me
now it will happen to you

i held the knife to my wrist
and layed down on the floor
i listened to all the sounds
of opening and closing a door

when somebody saw me
saw me when i was dead
they didn't no what to do
they regretted what they said

so as i lay there on the floor
they look at me with fear
"i can't believe she did it"
someone said while shedding a tear

blood all over the bathroom floor
fear in peoples eyes
words coming from peoples mouths
everything else and lies

a teacher came rushing in
and held me with lots of might
people were really scared
they didn't want to see the sight

she felt for a pulse
but it was much to late
this was her end
this was her destined fate

if only they had cared
about what they had said
now look what had happened
now i was dead!

hey everyone i hope you like my poem!