Please Help Me

My health is slipping,
I'm going to die.
I'm losing control,
And flying high.

There are things,
You don't know.
I want to tell you,
But what it is, you hate it so.

It hurts so much,
I can't take anymore.
Please help me,
I've become so sore.

My control is breaking,
It's gone away.
And what I need,
Isn't here to stay.

I'm crying,
Lying here.
I need you,
But you're not near.

I want to cut,
And watch it bleed.
I need your help,
But you don't see.

I watch the blood,
Run down my wrists.
All I ask,
Is one last kiss.

Take a gun,
And shoot me down.
End my life,
I won't make a sound.

Please help me,
All I need is you.

Please help me,
I love you.