Goodbye everyone (for real, really sad)

by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]   Sep 16, 2005

I've been waiting for this death
waiting everyday
cutting, drugs, and sex
it all turned out that way

i didn't choose to do it
it all came back to me
nothing can change my past
i wish i could be free

free of this life
free of everyone
free of all the lies
free of what they've done

getting beaten everyday
until I'm almost dead
scars that I'll never loose
and those words in my head

the things you did and said
i wish i could take back
i have bruises everywhere
that almost made me black

i cry in my pillow every night
wishing this was all in my dreams
hoping someone will be there
i wish it isn't as bad as it seems

getting the blade out all the time
to try to rid the pain
holding it against myself
hoping it will make me sane

lonely nights don't go anywhere
when theres nothing left to do
all i can think about
is if this life is true

there is nothing out there
so i turn to the knife
waiting and hoping patiently
that this will end my life

i wrote something before my death
it said something like this
"i couldn't take this life
I'm sorry to all I'll miss"

this poem is about me and i just wrote it all in a poem, i wish i didn't have to die but i feel like i should if i do thanks for everything


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  • 14 years ago

    by boy in the cage

    Why r you thankful?

  • 14 years ago

    by PersiaN TeardropZ

    Aww babe!! u shouldnt feel like that...its a great poem...i reeli like it...but dnt try to harm urself...i no wat ur going thru. u can always talk 2 me. im always ere 4 u hun. k
    baii ~xoxo~

  • 14 years ago

    by xCezx

    Hey hun! ace poem! lv every word! but jst membe things can only get better but it takes time, jst look ahead and everything will look alot better! and dnt 4get about the people who care about you! if u eva need 2 tlk ma e-mails:
    cez xxx

  • 14 years ago

    by Avrii Monrielle

    Hey.. dun worry... also, if u want i have a site u can check out that helps out a lot of ppl from sad to just inspiring. ur not alone, dont ever feel that way. also u have the power to control things and make them turn out in your favor. you're a person and that's the power of a person. besides, theres a lot of ppl that could never forgive themselves if you died. i know there's a lot of people that care about you, i mean 42 comments... that's a LOT of people o-o well, don't feel bad... ur wonderful just the way you are and there's going to be a guy your way any day soon. and because you asked, i shall write a heartbreak poem for you :) i mean.. heart cure! yeah...

    *hugs w LOL (lots of love)*


  • 14 years ago

    by Jessica

    This is a vvveeerrryyy good poem!!! i like it alot!! it's kinda sad though =[ i used to think that my life sucked...but then i found someone. someone to help me through things. someone to be my best friend. =] i hope you have someone like that too!!

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