In need of help

Clammy skin and dusty bones
eyes of coal and heart of stones
body heavy as if like led
even at the point of death these demons do not shred

real turns into fake
sleep turns into awake
shouts and screams
but no one can hear the please in my dreams

day leads to night
brave leads to fright
losing a never ending battle
i flea the scene on a horse and saddle

now in a new place
i now have a new face
but still i am not whole
as the devil chews away at my soul

tried to run and hide
but its always by my side
every step has been followed
i see a white light after thirteen pills swallowed