We were standing there,
we started yelling,
screaming nasty words,
telling how much we hated each other,
i threw a punch at u,
i hit u in the gut, after i did it i felt great, then u looked at me,
with your evil eyes,
like my turn,
i got scared,
i could feel the tears drip drop down my cheeks,
i asked u not too Please,
you said you hit me,
i hit you,
i started to scream moms name, MOMMY HELP ME,
as i backed up,
scared as hell,
i shut my eyes,
and cried,
just as u went to throw the punch my hero came in,
mom yelled at you,
told u to stop,
you did,
you went out to have a smoke,
i looked up at you mom,
you put your head down,
shook it to the right then left,
you started to cry because i can't take care of myself without you,
so i have to ask u mom,
why am i here?
To cry with u?
Be by your side?
we were both sitting there,
you started to cry,
i put my head down,
slowly brought my head back up,
tried to tell you i was sorry,
you got pissed,
walked away,
i yelled to you i was sorry,
i never meant to make you cry,
MOM please UNDERSTAND ME,
but i could tell everything i said meant nothing to you,
i sit now,
wonder to look what i have done to you, me, him,
I'm so sorry,
I'm sitting here,
as i starting to cry,
because in your eyes i made u cry, but in mine i was just waiting for my hero to come along,
save me,
from my horrible nightmares,
this life,
so next time my special day comes i will think of hard of what the great things are in life,
when that one other night comes,
i will have to think hard and pray for me just to hold on,
i will always remember my friends are there for me,
until devils night comes,
i still have thoughts to think of.. God please save me
