Help me please

I hate this pain inside,
It makes me tremble so.
Sometimes I wonder why,
Life goes the way it goes.

I'm scared to love again,
Even more scared to fall for you.
I've fallen so hard and fast,
It's not something I like to do.

I end up getting hurt,
My life gets crumbled in the mix.
Sometimes I become so shattered,
Not even you can help me fix.

I'm creating my own shield,
I have to get away.
I need to get out of loves path,
I need to be OK.

I don't want to love again,
I'm scared to even think.
I don't want close my eyes,
I don't want to blink.

Am I not worthy,
Of love so rich and pure.
Do I even know how to love,
Of this I'm not so sure.

Will I die alone,
Will I break upon the floor.
Or will I run away,
Will I fly away and soar.

Make me smile again,
Let me know that I'm alright.
As long as someone comes along,
I'll put up the fight.

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