I'm starting....

I needed some one to talk to
but you where never there
soon i started cutting myself
i'm strting to get scared.....

i'm starting to like the blood
i'm starting to like the pain
i'm starting to wish i could die
so didn't have to cry.....

more and more i cut
letting out more and more blood
but still i'm scared

the pain in my eyes, you never ever see....
cuts on my arm that you never thought would be.....

i'm dieing
i'm killing myself
i'm hiding from my life of lies
i'm scared....i'm starting to die.....

inside......