Im really me

Ive never felt this way
it feels so strange
but I'm so happy like this
i hope i never change

its like I'm some one else
but its me you'll see
I'm acting as myself
as hard as that may seem

i cant wait to wake up
no longer ill lay
and think of some way
to get you away

its new to me to
but trust me I'm sain
just because i can smile
doesn't make me insane

people like me better
people like me worse
but non of that matters
because i no longer feel cursed