Everlasting fall out

Is this what you expected to see
The scar over my heart shall forever bleed
The thought it consumes me everyday
Drowning in blood I will forever stay

And still you see me and let me die
I watched myself through the apple of your eye
But my bloodshot eyes show much pain
So I curl up in a corner and wait for the rain

My sorrow and misery will soon confide
In all that I know and all that I hide
Soon you shall know me behind the scenes
And soon you shall be the one to scream

The life I have endured I can take no more
And I die in my own blood upon the floor
Where were you when I needed your love
Laughing in my face as you watch from above

Slowly as the light fades dimly in
I feel that knife cutting within
Thats it I can't take it no more
I get up and grab the knife off the floor

i drag that blade telling it all
telling you about my everlasting fall!!!