Goodbye

Just pretend that I'm alive
No one will notice that I'm dead inside
Its not hard to fake a smile
They can't tell that I'm in denile
Long sleeves cover the marks
They dont know what happens in the dark
I'm scared to be alone with myself
No one really knows what I have felt
I'd rather die than feel this pain
Its not my life, it's your game
Never did you notice the cuts
Or what I thought with my eyes shut
My hearts in pain, I can feel it break
Theres only so much that I can take
I asked for the truth and thats what I got
the things you said I wish I forgot
More broken words you speak to me
Every cut I feel it bleed
As the mirror meets my fist
The knife goes deeper in my wrist
No one cares if I smile
Im just a lonely broken child
I want to move on and live a new lie
but I'm still waiting got your kiss goodbye

~Written in Blood~
Samantha