Temptation.

A temptation to cut my wrist
whenever i here your name
to watch my blood spill to the ground
whenever i feel this pain.

hoping to be face down
on your floor
hoping for you to here my silent screams this time
so you know i can't take this anymore

wishing that when i look at myself
inside this broken mirror
i can be who i want
instead a different me appears

also I'm considered different
from everyone else
cause they see all these slits
from when i took the knife off my shelf

and basically I'm never happy
if you know who i truly am
but that can never happen
you judge me; you wont understand

A temptation to cut my veins
whenever i hear your name
to know you left me hear in pain
and our memories will always remain..
.. your never coming back again.