I made a mistake, I let you down.
I messed up a whole friendship somehow.
It seems like everyone wants something from me,
But rarely ever do I have anything to give.
I always give anyway, and rarely ever am I appreciated for what I did.
I help everyone else out so much,
That I rarely ever have time to deal with my own problems.
And the problems keep piling up in my heart,
But I push them aside so I can help others.
In reality, I am the one who needs help.
Of course, no one knows that.
They are too wrapped up in their own problems to see me calling out for help.
I try to ignore whats happening, but it always comes back to me.
I try to keep busy so I don't have to think about them.
But they're still there.
I can never get rid of these problems,
Unless I deal with them myself.
Theres a broken friendship I need to fix.
A couple of broken relationships also need my help.
Everybody's calling out to me, and I start to feel stressed.
Why cant people find other ways to fix their problems other than nagging on me?!
Someone isn't happy with me right now because I made a stupid mistake.
But that one mistake turned into a bigger problem,
And right now, a great friendship may be on the line.
I need to let go of all this pressure people keep putting on me.
I feel like no one understands me and I'm all alone in this world.
I need something good to come up from this bad time,
Or else I may have to give up.