Answer to never be found

On this endless road i travel
Walking along on loose gravel
Every now and then i trip and fall
And I'll feel like I've lost it all
But i stand myself up again
Calm down try to count to ten
Look to the distance and find
I might as well be blind
The road is just the same
Never ending nothingness game
Toying with my emotions
Are dark angels from their coffins
These cloudy skys follow me above
Threatening to take the one i love
Then suddenly the weather changes
The ground piled high with ashes
Of my fears, hopes, and feelings
All my life's dreams and searchings
Destroyed till all feeling is diminished
All sight of life is vanished
I close my eyes to find out
I cannot, for eyes i am with out
I have no nerves, no soul, no figure
I am nothing but the answer
Too the questions of where when and how
Though, i cant be found, or seen, now