Why Now

After years
Why now
Why show you don't care about me now
Why lie to me for years
Helping me overcome my greatest fears
Why did you lie so many times
Saying you love me
When you really don't
You've said this and that
You were there when I lost him
I fell in love with you
And this is what you do
Lead me on
For so damn long
Just to up and be long gone
What did I do
What horrible crime did I commit
To make you hate me
Cause all I have done is love you
Care about you so much
Is this how you repay someone
When all they do is love you, for you
not for your looks or your style
But for your personality
So is this how you're going to treat the one who loves you most
You say you can't answer my questions unless your stoned
Why dammit
I want the truth
I want your answers not the drugs
I deserve to know if you love me
At least you could do that for me
Especially when all I have done is love you
But now I see
How you're going to be
Alex tried to tell me the two who love me
But I didn't want to believe that stupid ass me
Didn't believe the truth
I was scared I still love him just I don't think we could be the way we used to
So now I ask you
What do you want me to do
©Angel Wellesley