Just when i think i got my life on track
Something goes wrong causing me to look back
Taking me back to the dark place of misery where i once was
Where my heart was constantly being torn from within
Sewn back together, each time losing a piece
My heart was slowly disappearing
But these scars within my heart faded away
They faded away the day i made the choice
When i decided i had had enough of the black filled tears
And listened to the voice
The one in my mind saying that it was time
Time to move on
Time to forgive and forget
Time to be strong
and learn to love again
That is how i escaped the dead
But this time ain\'t the same
I\'m hanging by a loose thread
That is about to break
And i have no one at all to catch me
Or to brake my fall
As i am alone this time
So to save myself from feeling the same hurt again i take my life putting an end to this pain
And the streams ooofleeding mascara run down my face
I take this knife, raise it to my throat and take my life, leaving the blood to flood to the floor
The next you will see of me
is in my grave
where i am on display for others to see and witness the hurt that you have caused me
*~ this one is done by a mate of mine, and wants some poems put up ococcasionalthis is the first one~*