Prove me wrong (it's just that..)

Some days are just so great
when she's acting like my best mate
but some days she's just so bad
i wanna cry, i'm just so sad
it's just that..
i don't know a random fact :
i love her, does she love me?
and if yes, how much does she?

i'm afraid to ask her what is truly going on
maybe cause deep inside i think and hope that i am wrong
but it's just that..
it's hard to talk to someone
when you don't know who they are
it's hard to be near someone
when you think they are so far

i hope i'm just making a huge mistake
and becoming best friends again is just a piece of cake
i hope she'll read this one day
and maybe she'll come to me and say..
"i proved you wrong" ...