I take these pills one by one
hope to finally get the job done
maybe it will ease this pain
I can not handle it any more
I am ready to walk through heavens door
god will be there
I know he will care
then I will be loved
I know he will never walk away from me
he will except me for me
if I make mistakes he will still love me
not hold it against me
he will forgive me
but see here on earth
every since my mother gave me birth
I have been a let down
to all i ever knew
my parents my sister and brothers
my kids and with my marriage
and to all my friends and other
