Just Patheticly Fed Up

A kiss
Is just kiss
But from you
It means much more
I would
Be in pane
If I saw you
walk out that door
Seeing couples
Use to hurt me
Sometimes
It still does
I hope
You are the one
Because I'm tired
Of looking
I was fed up
With love
I use to want it more
Than anything
But after a while of it all
All I wanted was nothing
I think I was better off
Lonely than in love
I know
That seems weird
But Sometimes
I think it's true
But my f-ing God
I hope I can really love you
Sometimes
When I think about you
Or when we talk on the phone
I do
But man
I am so pathetic
I am so tired of love
I wish to be in love with you
Completely
Whether you're the one
Or not
Sad
Pathetic
Pathetically true
All I f-ing want
Is to completely love you