Walking Away...

Her eyes hits mine as we pass,
The love that I've had for years soon past,
Without notice of what was gone,
And the love that was far from pawn,
It was her that i truly love,
But anger filled from feet to above,
The one that i loved was taken,
Taken by what he was faken,
So confused but no one to help,
For once again i scream and yelp,
Can i ever do anything right in my life?
Can i ever get who i want to be my wife?
I brought my love from meaningless to obsession,
Now i pay the price of which i was messin,
Her heart once lived within my soul,
But now to be rotten coal,
I hope she burns in hell for her shit!
For all i ever gave her was my bit,
Of everything i gave up in my life,
My family my friends my job my knife,
The knife which used to burn beneath my skin,
Of which blood would flow till it would win,
But once again i let her break what i want to be real,
And the things that ill never be able to feel,
I wish i never met you for the pain is to strong,
And now my life wont be as long,
for i will once again cut those never ending tears away with the last breath of my soul,
And give you what you want from the never ending bowl,
Of lies that i once gave into,
But now i give you,

My life.