The new me

Just the other day,
i just down,
and thought,
thought why am i UN happy,
why do i always cry,
the answer i came up with was,
because i wanted to die,
because of all the things Ive faced,
my adoption, the abuse, the lose of friends, the loneliness and everything,
Ive been all through of this,
but it was in the past,
i don\\\'t have to be unhappy,
if i gave it a try,
i could make my life,
a better one,
with smiles that are real,
and a genuine laugh,
have a good time,
forget about the past,
every now and then,
i might think of it,
but hey, who cares,
a have a new family now,
who cares if I\\\'m not the most popular girl,
all i need is a few friends to get me through,
and Ive got all the ones i need,
the best in the world,
my three best friends Chloe, SAM, madeeha,
will never let me fall,
my little angel,
lorechelle,
she will keep me strong,
as long as she is strong too,
now for two others,
i love them so,
but they cant get me through,
not with all their suicide poems,
it just wont do,
but mike and Andrea,
i love you both heaps,
i know you\\\'ll make it through,
with all my positivity,
why mention names,
when i love everyone on this site,
so from now on I\\\'m a happy girl,
who loves to party,
and live life to the end,
so more crying everyday,
this is a new me,
no longer that broken angel,