Mangled heart
blood stained soul
this is too much
I'm losing control
life is meaningless
I've no reason to live
plenty to forget
no reason to forgive
mending my heart
ends right here
first i must release
everything i hold dear
starting with every memory
every past feeling of joy
all the good i once felt
i am out to destroy
every bad event
i will repeatedly replay
until i am left
with nothing to say
feeling anger
my hands turn to fists
feeling sadness
i gain slits on my wrists
i can feel the blood flow
right down my arm
I've tried doing it once
they say third time's the charm
leaving this wretched world
i have no good-byes
they left with all the memories
and all the cruel lies
