Alone

Sometimes i sit and feel so alone
i wonder what would happen if my feelings had shown
the ones that i felt that i tried so hard to hide
the deepest feeling that take me on roller coaster rides
one minute I'm fine, every things great
but then its like everyone around me i hate
i dont know why and i don't know how to change
i don't know how to take over the reigns
i wish i could control these feelings that i get
but my thought are blurred by my eyes so wet
wet with tears that i can no longer hold back
tears that make me think of the things i lack
the mother, the real love, the father i wish was mine
the friends that i wish paid more attention to the signs
the ones that i show them when i want them to see
the feelings that are going on so deep inside of me
but they don't see no one's ever been able to
no one can save me from those nights that i think i cant get through
someone help me see why i feel this way
someone save me so that i can bare to stay