Misery

I sit at home alone
Emptiness lingers in my house
Loneliness, no one around to share my love
What love?
Am I capable of loving?
I don't care
I hate this house
A loud train goes past my house
A noisy train, makes my windows shake
Wake up every night to this train, I can never sleep
I go to work
I hate my job
I hate the people there
Pathetic people, everyone is annoying
I keep this job only for the money
What money?
I don't have any money
This job pays for this crappy house, with that annoying train
I am dying
I have cancer
I will live in this crappy house, with that annoying train, working that stupid job that I hate, so I can keep this house to spend my last days in
No one to care for, no one to love me
I will die lonely
Do I care?
No, I don't
I am miserable