You have no idea

You think you know me you know what's going on
You think that I can do it you think that I'm strong
Well here is some s news for you and you
I'm struggling, I'm hurting and I hate this too.

It's all my fault you think I can do it, you think I am fine
It's all just an act where it stops I now draw the line
I won't pretend to too many that I am okay
I'm drowning, I'm sinking what more can I say?

I am finding it too hard to keep on pretending
That I'm doing fine and my tired old heart is mending
The pain and the agony is sometimes just too arduous to bear
And I'm finding it hard without you all there.

I guess however I will struggle on and continue to manage
None of you really need to help me carry this baggage
It's something only I can muddle through
You have no idea not you or you.