Depression

If every 5 seconds
Someone thinks of suicide
I think I've supplied enough
For the whole world...

No one has to feel
Anything like me
I do it for all
They do it all to me

It makes me hate everyone
I've grown to hate myself
Everyone lies and cheats
I lie and say I'm happy

I have a lot of spare time
I'm the one to ignore
As I sit alone every day
Ashamed of what I've become

When I'm around people
I'm not nearly as sad
But when I'm all alone
There no longer is any glad

I doubt that it's normal
But I wouldnt know
This is the only way I ever feel
This is all that I've known

I'm fine with others
I don't want to hurt myself
But then when I'm alone
Suicide is all I think of

I'm not begging for attention
I refuse to let people notice
I try to hide everything
I wont let people see

No one notices
That's my own fault
But one day I'm going to give in
No one will say a thing...