Loves pain

All these feelings deep inside
Wanting to come out and no longer hide
Every breath I take
Every thought I make
My heart beats harder and harder for you
I don’t understand
It’s completely confusing
I get chills every time you walk by
Like a joying sensation that your part of my life
I become excited every time you say hi
Just knowing that you’ll take away all of my strife
I wish I could tell you all of my secrets
To tell you my stories of my sorrow and pain
To tell you how much you have changed my life
But I can’t
The fear of rejection is holding me back
And seeing you with all those girls while they hang on you sack
I can hear your voice running through my head
Wishing you could whisper sweat nothingness into my ear
God tells us not to lust
But I just don’t know why he attracts me so much
As I go to sleep I wish to dream of you
And to wake up starting anew
So goodnight and goodmornig
Hugs and kisses
And try not to disturb the misses.