Stains

The tears on my face will forever be there
The scars on my wrists show that you don’t care
I cut and I cut until I get so numb
Then you look at me like I’m so dumb
Well I don’t care what you think or say
I hope you die when you trip and fall
For taking my happiness and joy I hate you
But for giving me pain and sorrow I thank you
For now I truly understand what my poems truly missed
For the pain and sorrow that you gave to me gave them a little zest
All my anger that I have for you is lying deep inside
Waiting for you to come back again and give you a little surprise
I want to tell you how hurt I am
I want to show you all the pain you put me through
I want to let you know that it’s over
And I’m completely done with you…