Where Did it Go

Drifting away
Grabbing the pill
Drifting away
Going down hill
My life is gone
Where did it go
I lost my grip
I'm falling so slow
Rose beds are flooded
I think I'm drowning
Smiles are faded
I'm always frowning
Hiding in the dark
Keeping from him
Ruining our lives
My lights go dim
Scared of silence
Weakened by hate
Cowering away
Brought down by fate
My strength is gone
Where did it go
I feel so weak
Don't let it show
Kill the innocence
Bury the lies
Just walk away
And cover my eyes
Mask my face
Fake a laugh
Don't let him know
My heart's in half
Make some memories
He'll forget
Make some memories
He'll regret
Eyes sewn shut
Making me blind
Sight not seen
With nothing to find
Shatter the glass
To rip my wing
Cage the dove
That just won't sing
Empty again
I can take no more
Locked again
Behind his door
Touch the thorns
Poke the skin
Look through the mirror
Of what I've been
Dreams of blood
Without a clue
Dreams of care
In what he'll do
Empty now
Dead inside
Scared of here
Let me hide