So deep

So deep so dark
so lonely inside
all the feelings
that i try to hide
the ones i keep
from everyone near
thought and feelings unclear
to the onlookers eyes
they cannot see
how dark and lonely
its is to be me
calm and comforting
late some nights
but sad and scary
after all the fights
the fights from that day
the one we just had
the one that just passed
and made me so sad
deeper and deeper
my mind goes and goes
my heart goes too
no feelings show
is the comfort
of the feelings so deep
enough to put me to sleep
during the nights that i cant sleep?