Anorexia Part 4 (long awaited!!!)

by Taylor   Oct 15, 2005


I finish my plate
I barely ate at all
But my family is still proud &
My Mom is about to Ball

I recovered from Anorexia
And everyone is happy
Everyone is glad I'm healthy
The one unhappy one is me

They simply cant see
That I'm a huge fat cow
They love to much
To just see how

My boyfriends at dinner too
Sitting right next to me
He's proud I ate my food
Why cant even he see?

I'm gigantic and fat
A hundred and fifteen pounds
My stomach is finally silent
Not always making sounds

I have to get back down
To where I was before
Skinny as a rail
Even though my body was sore

Beauty is worth the pain
At least in my mind
My family gets mad
But they're just being kind

I need to lose weight
But they have to see me eat
So I excused myself to the bathroom
And get on my hands and feet

I stick my finger down my throat
And my dinner is gone
This helps me lose weight
How can it be wrong?

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  • 18 years ago

    by Monique

    Omg, i read all the parts, but ya its not anorexia its bulemia.oh well, its still sends the same message. inspiring, and hope there is a part 5 where the chick is actaully better, not puking and gettnig back into the nasty habit. well u are a very good writer and keep it up....get a part 5 i would love to read it! i lvoed the ending to this poem, you think shes all better then she pukes! I loved it. well if u get time check out some of my stuff too k? im not very good...so just gimme some advice, lol. thanks.. Bye hun

  • 18 years ago

    by Sarah

    Awww...that is such a sad ending!! I love the way it left you like in awe though...well at least that's what it did to me....loved your series. Part 5 maybe?? I hope so..I don't think that I have any expressions left to describe how good you are....so......good work....sorry I need to work on my vocabulary development....lol....I'll have a better one for you next time. 5/5 as usual :)

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    stargazer38

  • 18 years ago

    by morgan

    Amazing as usual

    and will someone please tell me what a FORUM IS!!!