If anyone were to look pass the fake smiles,
And see the truth through these green eyes.
They'd see the pain, heartache and a silly disguise.
The 1 million reasons I struggle falling asleep.
The face that I give to people to not notice me.
The act I put up of not ever wanting to love.
The sorrowful look I show them all up above.
The weakness I get at the hearing of your name.
The times that I sit down to reminisce you're game.
Forcing myself everyday to forget you completely.
The more I try the more I want you here with me.
To slip hells lose and end it because of that night.
Drifting apart that way just didn't even seem right.
Three years and a pack of change to let it all go.
You don't even know I still love you, I shouldn't let it show..........