Very Wierd POEM!!!!!

Lost in this world
With no sense of success
Sitting in the middle of the ocean
Almost like a bird in its nest

Looking to the sky
Wondering why Im here
All alone in this world
Here comes another tear

I watch the moon rise
As the tide rises
Im alone in this ocean
Without any clothes

I still dont know
What my purpose is
If im alone in this world
I don't even know the day

I don't know the time
Cuz I have no life
My life is sitting on this rock
Waiting to be sacrificed

Graduated from school
And the world was offered to me
But than I realized that school wasn't for thee;

Moved on with my life
Not working at any job
I now sit alone on this rock
Alone and dazed;

So now im alone in this world of mine
Wondering what's my purpose
My purpose devine

Will i sit here and rot
Till my day comes
Or will I eventually see the light
And make my way home

But where is home
I don't even remember
Last time I visited
Was last december

So I'll sit here with tears
As the sun burns my eyes
There not tears of joy or sadness
There tears of lies

My whole life was a lie
And now its the truth
Maybe that's the reason why
I left you

You made me miserable
I was never me
You drove me so crazy
That I sit on a rock in the ocean
Speaking to the sea

You made me see the truth
Looked beyond my soul
Looked to my inner self
How you made me loose control

Now im crazy, miserable, depressed
Because of thee;
I hate the fact that you wasted my heart
And most of all you wasted me

So as I sit on this rock
In the middle of the sea
Im still waiting for that lightning to eventually strike me

And when it does
Ill haunt you till your death
Because it was never fair
How you took my life
And made it a complete mess

~eddy~

WoW! I just kinda wrote whatever didnt really have a complete thought in my head but this is what came out? tell me what ya think?