My world revolves around a BLADE
A single blade can take a life AWAY
Why doesn't it take mine?
A large criss-cross pattern appears on my skin like a trellis leading to a 2nd story window.
Why can't it all just end? like a TV show just ends. Why can't I disappear from the radar and live happily ever after in an after world far away...
Maybe than I will be happy but I know this will never happen, for I am far too scared to leave, afraid I will hurt someone close to me, and until I work up the courage to go through with my plan my world will continue to revolve around a blade
that slowly etches up and down my arm carving out the words
H-A-P-P-I-L-Y E-V-E-R A-F-T-E-R...
