Is this Love?

Darkness swarms around me like a cloud of fog
No more color sweeps through the
sky like it used to
Is this death? it feels as if everything I've lived for has disappeared. My only lifeline is you, You're there for me when I'm down. You seem to listen when no one but the Devil is listening. Now I'm wondering...is this love? This darkness that envelopes me so close. Maybe I'm in a love a feeling I have never felt before. A knowledge I have only gained from non-experience but my heart. My heart which feels like a great load has been dropped upon it. If this is love I wish it would disappear.