I'M THE REASON

Life is so screwed up...it's not worth my time
I'll just put on my happy act and pretend that I am fine.
I never in a million years thought that I'd be here
To have my best friend whisper the secret in my ear
My ex has started drugs again and I didn't know why
She told me that I'm the reason and I broke down and cried.
I don't know why it hurts me; I don't know why I care.
Because all he did was lie to me whenever I was there.
This is a true story I can't make this Crap up.
I'm the reason somebody started drugs
I don't want to hear youâ??re sorry or that you feel my pain.
I don't want you to pity me or tell me you're the same.
I just wanted to let you know that yeah- my life is rough.
But at least I have my dreams...they should be enough.