Killing me

I look at the pieces of the broken glass
And wonder if this feeling will ever pass
I remember all the good and bad
and it all makes me so damn sad

I hold back the tears that lie in my heart
and silence my screams as they rip me apart
the blood has stopped pouring out of my veins
no longer do I have to feel any of this pain

look at the smile im forced to fake
Your the one that kept me from drowning in the lake
You hear my cries through the middle of the night
When there is silence and no more light

Your sitting back and watching me fall apart
not understanding your whats breaking my heart
I open my mouth and in goes the gun
I laugh to myself \"this will be fun\"

You think Im crazy just wait and see
Ill show you just how insane I can be
no more laughing as we play in the park
because now Ill forever be in the dark

You\'ll see the blood all across the wall
and run to the phone to give me 9-1-1 a call
Then you look over and see im lying on the bed
as you begin to cry, realizing im already dead