A broken Suicide

This pain is now my only home
I feel so cold inside
as I never felt so alone
without a place to hide

Watching the yellow setting sun
the tears form in my eyes
wishing this day would just be done
hiding behind my lies

I say everything is okay
as I force a smile
things tend to be better that way
please come and stay a while

its now become my only fight
nothing left to run to
as I lie awake in the night
with nothing left to do

As I enjoy my one last ride
kissing my life good-bye
its such a broken suicide
nothing left but to die