My Time To Pray

Are you there god? Cause now it's my time to pray. As I sit here in this hospital lying in this bed. I have something to say. I am in a bed unable to leave, unable to see the flowers and the trees. When I am awake I am in pain, when I am asleep my dreams drive me insane. Every day I wake only to have my mommy try to reassure me that I will get better. They ask if they I want her to leave, but I won't let her. I want her to be her when her baby goes away. I want her to be here every single day. I will be here forever, day after day. We are not rich, we have to pay. So as I pray right here in this bed, to take me to a land unsaid. Take me away far away from here, cause I know in mommys heart ill always be near.