Line of Knowing Love

You're smiling and laughing,
Nothing seems wrong,
You're happiness flowing,
My love for you showing.

You begin to break,
Into a troubled child,
Nothing feels right,
Your life, out of sight.

You temp yourself,
I scream at you, no,
You explain your intentions,
And describe your directions.

I'm trembling with fear,
Of never seeing you again,
If you were to leave me,
I'd follow, a guarantee.

Please don't be stupid,
Don't kill your soul,
Please, just don't do it,
Please don't submit.

You appear offline,
I'm silent and stunned,
I ring you continuously,
No answer, you flee.

I'm sat quietly crying,
You couldn't possibly have done it,
Could you have gone,
Or will your life still go on?

I ring again,
Round family and friends,
'Is he there, have you seen him?'
My responses are grim.

Please don't leave me,
In this state of not knowing,
Don't cross the line,
Stay with me,
Be mine.