Inside of this little girl of me

The tears shedding before my eyes.
hitting the very ground.
as i look up at the sky.
on this very night.

holding my pillow tight.
washing the blood off me.
I'm crying in tension.
of my own life of what i did.

i cut myself again.
deeper then i ever thought.
I'm bleeding and i can't stop.
my words are shivering off my lips.

the scar i have on my arm.
isn't fading anytime soon.
it's never going away.
it's always gonna stay.

with me until i die.
until i cry.
until i make one more move.
as i watch the star fall.

my eyes are turning white.
I'm dieing on purpose.
I'm dieing with a choice.
and i take the chance.

and let everything fade.
i lay there on my bed.
watching the last drip.
inside my body of the blood drop.

into my white pillow.
it increases it's crime.
the time as past.
and I'm gone forever.

as i lay there dead.
on my pillow.
holding it.
you see my own stains of blood.

you see my heart stop beating.
you see my eyes are white.
you see no more pain.
inside of this little girl of me.