My Fault

Things are way different
They wont ever be the same
Our friendship is shattered
And I have myself to blame.

We started out as acquaintances
Never really good friends
I was way to shy to even speak
Then our friendship began to mend.

We got pretty close
When it came to friends you were my best.
Then our lives went crazy
And put our friendship to the test.

We shared each-others secrets
And helped each-other live
We gave each-other everything
Whatever we could give.

We talked for twelve hours
And again I feel for you
And for a split second
I thought you fell for me too.

You asked me to be your girlfriend
And my dream came true
Now my dreams are shattered
Because our relationship is through.

You're still my best friend
That I can forever say
Even though were no longer close
I think of you every day.

Maybe if I hadn't said yes
We'd still be close like before
Out of everyone in the world
You're the one I adore.

I wish we could stay the same
But that obviously wont work
Now unfortunately
I feel like a complete jerk.

I feel like I have cursed us
And everything bad will come
I feel like an idiot changing things
I feel so dumb........