If i could..

If i could change the past i would..
if i could be as close to you as i was, i would..
if i could trust you once again, i would..
if i could open up to you, i would.

but i cannot change the past because its over..
and i cannot be as close to you, because you've changed.
i cannot open up to you, because i know i won't get the same in return.

so let's just call it quits before i break..
let's just forgive and forget so that i can move on..
let's just say goodbye before i change my mind..
let's pretend it never happened, so that i can say im ok..