When I'm Fine

by *:.~Lauren~.:*   Nov 1, 2005


So I found out about her and your deceiving ways
Let me tell you now, this hate won't blow over in a few days
I can't believe you led me on just to hurt me in the end
I thought I mattered, I thought you cared, I thought you were my friend
I can't believe I did this, believed your bullsh.t lies
But I guess that's what I get for trusting your voice and not your eyes
So you may have known her longer and for all I know, you flirt
But that doesn't mean you can push me aside and cause me this kind of hurt
I would never have thought that you would do this, knowing how much I care
But just like every other boy from my past, you thought that you could share
Either you have all of me or none at all
And you made your decision and watched me fall
But you didn't even catch me and I guess that's what pains me
You didn't even make an attempt to have things go differently
I know I may not be the prettiest girl but you told me that I was
And f.ck you if you think I deserved that pain and your reason's "just because"
So you may not know about how my other relationships and how they've moved too fast
And I know that you don't know a godd.mn thing about my f.cked up past
But that's not a free ticket to you to hurt someone behind their back
If you didn't care about my pain, you shouldn't have put on that act
Although it would have hurt, I would have rather you told me how you really felt
I could have coped, I could have moved on, I could have f.cking dealt
But no, apparently I'm not worthy of that
So let me tell you how I feel you good for nothing twat
You have some explaining to do and apologies to say
If you think you can make this blow over in a day
Then you're seriously mistaken and you need to let me have time
Just leave me alone and in my own way, I'll notify you when I'm fine

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