I have myself to blame
no one else in the world to say
how to get myself out of this
i hate myself for how i've ended up
should have listened to people along the way
too stubborn
too strong
to listen to them
every day
i just go about my stuff
not even sure of what to do
but i pretend to be okay
until i reach my room
then it all falls
like a rainy day of tears
flooding my pillow
with pain from the years
i have no control
but they think i have it together
crazy fools
