And if im feeling lonely
and nobodys there
lies is all people told me
i know you dont care
and when the snow starts falling
and it turns black into white
remember youll be crawling
cuz i took my time
if you see me crying
dont ask me why
dont you see ive been trying
even though i wish id die
can someone provide the reasons
to explain why pain knocks on my door
all these tears are streaming
and now theres no solid floor
flooded mind with endless scary nights
haunted by memorys
someone make this alright
my heart has turned deceitful
stop telling me what to do
it's been obsessed with the need to
hurt myself and others too