Darkness

I open my eyes and i cannot see
everything gone, this cannot be
screams and shrieks is all i hear
all horror starting to appear

memories start coming back
everything good starting to lack
I remember what they did
i wish i could have got away and hid

walking through darkness now
i dont know where i am,im lost how
horror lonliness nothing in sight
all is just a terrible fright

reallity starts to emerge
everything is a blur
them looking down
at me on the ground

my life flashes before my eyes
as i look up at the skies
is my choice now to stay or go
but nobody knows what i know

i stare death in the eyes
i choose now if i live or die
but i didnt realize it
i didnt care even a little bit

as the memories were flashing
i could still feel the slashing
i had no reason to live now
i didnt care about anything now

i started to choke i cannot breathe
my sight goes black i cannot see
i dont care let it be
my life a hell i dont care about me

a certain memory comes back
all evil now started to lack
a memory of me as a child
when the pain was mild

the night it all statred happening
something bad that i seen
i looked out the window,outside
i seen it happen and ran to hide

the pain again hits
my child hood rips
the darkness again came
again turning insane

that memory stuck in my head
i remember wishing i was dead
in the darkness i began to stare
just then i screamed I DONT CARE