Done And Gone

Done And Gone

Take everything left of me,
I'm lost inside,
I'm no longer a child,
but I'm perfectly tender and mild,
Picasso without a paintbrush,
stinging words, whisper hush,
I don't want to disappoint you,
but its like nothing you say is true,
give you the benefit of the doubt,
but all I want is out,
a way out of this asylum,
what you don't realize is I\'m done,
my heart is cold and I cant,
go back, to you cuz I\'m gone
you killed me so long ago,
and my fingers are finally cold,
my body is finally numb,
I wont let you in again,
I don't need salts in my wounds,
I need you to find,
that nothing will ever be the same,
I can't pretend that I\'m blind and lame,
constantly searching for acceptance,
to realize it's all arrogance,
well I'm done,
won't go back, I\'m gone,
I stand on my threshold,
you pull at my heels, so cold,
veins run dry,
you leech my joy away,
the wolf howls at the sun,
and the stars burn each breathe,
you suffocate, you struggle,
never enough!