Now or never

I think of you i smile
all i ever wanted was you
the day i told you
you cried
why why why
why didn't i speak
open my mouth
so easy to say
so hard to find words
you've gone to live your life
miles away from me
all i ever wanted was for you and i to be a us
your picture i look
i just want you here
not there
two half's of one heart
not to be joined
one day
through shattered dreams and
wishes we'll become us.